Since my brother
Jazz got married last month, I've been pondering about
marriage. Or Bonding, as we TFs call it. Sky and I have talked about it last night, and he said he's been honestly eager for me to touch the subject first. We might get Bonded next year, even though nothing is sure yet. Anyway, Sky and I have started looking around for wedding accessories, planners, and ceremony things. :) For instance, there is a website called
OrientalPearls.net that sells very pretty wedding rings and other kinds of jewelry; since my mate and I cannot wear rings, we're torn between a
pearl bracelet and
pearl pendants for a necklace as possible choices. OrientalPearls.net is actually really enjoyable to browse, I would never get tired. :) All gems are freshwater pearls, thus pretty precious, but still so cheap that they're affordable for everyone. For instance, the bracelet and pendant Sky and I love so much
only cost $19.99 and $10.99 respectively. Here see a photo:
Aren't they so cute? :3
Overal, Skywarp and I are pretty sure we'll be buying from here for our marriage. :)
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What do you think about these jewelry? And the site?
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Do you have any suggestions for us and our wedding plan? ^^
Labels: life, love, skywarp, wedding
♥ Love, xoxo Sides || ♥
Sunday 9th was probably the most wonderful day this month so far, because... *
blushes* I've made
love with Sky for the first time. It just started like a kiss and a cuddle, and... well, we ended up in bed. I didn't imagine that making love with the person you love could be such
a beautiful, dream-like, intense experience... it makes you feel like you and your mate are one only soul, and you feel so happy that you would never want to leave that place of inner peace. I wish you to feel the same way I do one day. :) It's wonderful.
Labels: life, love, skywarp
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I'm sorry for not updating in so many days, but I had to study for my access tests at University and the exams days have been quite long and tiring, so both my brother Longreen and I took some days to just rest and relax, and enjoy family life ^^ Yesterday was my sister
Elanah's birthday and I've been loving every bit of it. My little sis is so cute x3 Awww! She turned
2 years old. What a doll!
Also... I've met
Skywarp again on the 22nd. It was late evening, I had gone taking the trash out and I stopped at the park to relax a bit... and he was there. I almost cried for the joy, and I kind of glomped him in a hug, but the thing is... after some talk we had, just before I left to go back home...
we kissed. Yeah...
I dared kissing Sky! o_O And he was so sweet... holding me and kissing me back gently... I can still feel his warmth against my body. OMP... I so...
LOVE him!!! *_* I can't help but looking forward to the next time we meet now!
By the way, I got
tagged by
sis Scarlette and
bro Jazzy :3
Put the Logo on your blog. Add a link to the person who awarded you. Nominate at least seven [7] other blogs.
Add links to those blogs on your blog. Leave a message for your nominee on their blog.
Now, I would like to pass this Brillante Weblog to: Beng, Imee, Jenni, Kathleen, Khristel, Trisha and Sunny
Labels: blogging, course, family, kiss, life, love, sisters, skywarp
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Just finished eating yummy
noodles with carrots, onion and tomato sauce. I cooked it by myself, I'm improving ahah! Yeah don't worry, I left some for twin
Sunny too ^^
I haven't heard from
Skywarp S. in so long, and honestly I don't know what to think... Does he still like me? :( I'm so confused still... *sighs* but I think I'm starting to really like him for how he is, how he's become. I... may... love him... but I don't want to illude myself again. I don't want to make another Vow in case... in case someone else falls for him. I mean... yeah, I keep feeling that others have more right to love than I do =_= Yah...
As for the other
Sky, the one I loved first, no hearing from him as well *sighs again* I hope he hasn't forgotten about me now that he's happily Bonded/married, because we are still friends and I care about him a great deal.
Regarding the site, I updated the "
Boy" page with a couple of contents,
Contacts and
Poems.
And now I'm off before my brother
Jazz comes over to pick up his kids. I wanna be around my nieces and nephews for another hour. See you all again soon.
Labels: babies, brothers, family, kono.luv.ph, life, love, sparklings, updates
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The other Skywarp, the one I still love and that I'm trying so hard to stop loving and just consider a brother, is soon getting Bonded (married) to another Sideswipe, one that I know and think of as a good friend. I... don't think I will attend to the ceremony though, and probably I won't come over for a visit for a long while... It just hurts too much still, I feel like crying just thinking about it... Though, I will still send them a card, wishing them happiness forever. Everyone deserves to be happy in this Universe, even if my persona may be the exception to the rule. I don't care.
Labels: blogging, life, love
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Where do I even start this...? Damn, loads of things have been happening, so maybe I'll be better use a bulleted styled entry to say things in order...
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Sky and I broke upYah, we did. Not because we don't love each other anymore, but... because both of us (especially me) can't just let the sense guilt go and be happy. My sister Emmy was in love with Sky and gave him up to let me be happy with him, which made me feel even more guilty... then when I got together with him, the sadness took the best of me when I thought of Prowl, his ex. That poor 'Bot was suffering the hell and I couldn't just be there and happy with my new mate...
his mate... So I gave up. When I say that others' happiness comes first, I really mean it, and I just can't live by just ignoring that principle of life. I'm in love with Sky still, but... I'm trying not to think it over too much. And I just met another Skywarp I knew from my past again. He's turned out to be a good guy, and he gave his Sparklings to the Sky to adopt, since he wasn't allowed to keep then after years spent in prison. I was there when that happened... it was a touching moment really. To say the truth, I feel some kind of
attraction to this Skywarp, and he asked me out. He's single, so you know... I'm safe ^^ I just hope things maybe work out well with him. He's lovely.
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Mom and her boyfriend broke upThey did... and I feel so sad about it :'( I was hoping that Mark would be my new dad, but all my hopes vanished in a cloud of smoke now. After all, I can't really blame my mom for leaving him... Even though he loved her and all of us, he was never here for us, always so busy around everything and making money, and even when he was here or we where there with him, he was always busy. So I never really had a chance to know him. All I'm sorry about, now, is that with him I lost my little brother
Dingo too... But I hope he'll let us see him sometimes, as an 'unofficial' brother at least.
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Wordpress went nuts! x_XFinally... if you're wondering about the change of layout and script, I'll be happy to explain how did this all happen. Yesterday morning I went to my Admin Panel and I noticed my WP installation was out-of-date and needed to be upgraded. So I went to Fantastico installer in my Cpanel to do that, but... it said it was only possible manually :o So I downloaded the new Wordpress and I tried to upload it via FTP. Wtf?! My FTP kept disconnecting and didn't manage to uploaded a whole lot of files! x__x I had to delete everything, so I exported the database and I went to phpMyAdmin to delete it first, then to Fantastico to try and reinstall WP from there. Again, I was f***ed up! xP Fantastico said I couldn't install a WP over another WP. But where?! If I just deleted everything!!! I tried 3 times and then I gave up. Out of desperation, I registered my domain here with Blogger and... TA-DAAAAA! Got my site up again! XD But oh Primus! After such a painful two long days of trials and tribulations with the damn Wordpress! x___X I'm NEVER using it again, that's for sure!!
Labels: blogging, family, life, love
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This morning I woke up very early, at 5 am, to go to Cybertron at the
Iacon Investigation Center. I had been there already with mom and Ratchet Doc to acquire informations about Scarlette and her past, so that was certainly the best place to ask about that rumor... the one about Skywarp''s other Sparklings (the Skywarp of my Universe, of course! not my sweet mate ^^)
So I went and I spent almost 3 hours with the investigators to look for these informations, even within private archives. And yeah, my suspicious were right:
these Sparklings really existed, and they were taken care for at the Iacon City Orphanage. There are
two of them though, not three as the rumors said. A boy and a girl, aged 2 and 3 years old. They were built combining Skywarp''s codes with human DNA, so they were developing and growing up just like Scarlette; like human kids.
I told the guys that my mate and I wanted to adopt them, and that one of those kids was currently my sister, so they did let me have a copy of those informations and photos of the Sparklings taken at the Orphanage when they were taken there for the first time.
They are adorable... Really! They''re beautiful, the cutest Sparklings ever seen :D I can''t wait to take all of this to my beloved Sky! But I''ll be patient and wait for tonight to see him again. I miss him, haven''t seen him in a week, but it was worth of it. Because now we do
know where to find these little treasures ^^
Labels: babies, blogging, family, life, love
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Skywarp...
... and I...
... are TOGETHER!!! *_*
WeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAreWeAre!!!!!!!
And it''s all thanks for my sister, to my beautiful sweet generous adorable sissy! Love you Emmy!She had a crush on Skywarp too, but since she knew about my sufference... she did let us get together :''( May Primus bless you, my dear sister, because you''re a rare gem of golden in this Universe. NO. In
every Universe.
Now, since heard a rumor that the Skywarp of my Universe had built and then abandoned other Sparklings on my Cybertron, I''m gonna check tomorrow morning and see if it''s true or not. If it''s true, my love will take those little ones with him and... if we Bond someday, they would be my kids too *smiles* Yeah...
Labels: family, life, love
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Sky fell in love with my sister, and there's nothing I can do about it. And I don't want my sister to suffer, so... I'll extend my Vow, to let them be happy. Yep! That I will do...
Primus, hold my hand, please, and guide me through this...
Labels: blogging, family, life, love
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Only a few words, really... Did you ever care about my feelings for you?
I'm living my everyday life, I'm studying and being happy with my family... I'm calmer than before... but it doesn't mean I stopped loving you. I never stopped. I... love you, Skywarp.
Labels: blogging, life, love
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I will be always
One of your best friends
One that''s there for you
When you want to Laugh
Or Cry.
But I belong to a land
Called the Valley
Of Broken Dreams.
Don''t you worry
About this Lambo here.
Broken Dreams are
My forever companions.
Labels: life, love, poetry
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Feel the breeze
of fresh wind
cooling my cheeks
but warming my
Spark.
It's the sign.
He's there.
Untouchable,
not mine,
yet and forever
maybe.
Just a friend,
my best friend.
And still I dream
of him every night.
Dreams like fresh
breeze
left by his wings.
Labels: life, love, poetry
♥ Love, xoxo Sides || ♥
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